still, the truth remains

sometimes, i regret laughing too hard at the beginning of the day cos i know i'll end up crying while pondering about life before i go to sleep. i only feel better once i've consoled myself into a calm state. then only i'll find time to search for the positive, not the negative. typing this out makes me feel a lil better. at least i get to say what i want to say, rite hotboni? haha, i know no one cares. only i do. i guess good things always have to come to an end rite? yea, its the end alr. ayuni, it ended a long lonnngg time ago. go sleep better.