huahuahua sexy or what?

ehh, since i'm bored, let me share with
you my gems essay which i wrote within 30 minutes,
early in the morning last weeek :)

The cold night breeze gave us a chill as we sneaked through the barbed fence. My heart raced faster than ever while we carried out our mission. I never thought that my nasty thoughts could end up into an action which will make me feel guilty throughout my whole life (cognitive dissonance). Ali and I have decided to find freedom after years of deprived life in the orphanage. We never meant to hurt anyone, we just wanted to break free from the orphanage and find freedom from the outside world. (action perceptual change). Just when I thought everything will go according to plan, we saw bright lights shining onto our faces. From then onwards, I wished I could turn back time and never did what we planned. I never would have imagined the shame I would face towards the other children in the orphanage. I was afraid that they would look down on Ali and I for wanting to break out from the orphanage (social ostracism). But I wasn’t too afraid because I knew that I could count on Ali, who has been my best friend ever since I entered the orphanage (self affirmation). We have made a promise that both of us have to share the responsibility of our actions (diffusion of responsibility).

Ever since I entered the orphanage, I never had a close friend, not until Ali came. All the other boys were so united and they often bullied me, making me feel like the odd one out. As most of the boys there are bigger and older than me, they tend to have more autonomy to do what they like to me (ageism). Therefore, I was a quiet boy throughout my stay at the orphanage (psychological reactance). Due to this, I’d always compare myself to the rest of the boys (social comparison). One day, Ali and I came together and decided to run away from the orphanage, to another place where we thought we’d feel much safer, somewhere more suitable for us. I figured that no one liked my presence in the orphanage, so why bother staying in a place like that (external attribution).

But that was just my side of the story. Maybe the boys have got nothing against me and maybe I’m just overreacting to their behaviour towards me (counterfactual thinking). Nevertheless, I shall not look back at the mistakes that I have done. I look forward to start a new life and not be affected by minor issues that people think about me.

haha, i think i wrote a stupid story.

AYUNI((: