still, the truth remains

then, we went to ikea where ayah had this sudden feeling to carry out a "make over" for our home toilet. so, we went in search for new shelvings and a new mirror. we bought this inexpensive shelf and a cute small mirror. so, now my house toilet looks better. seriously BETTER.

ugly old mirror cabinet. and look at that unsightly sight of the mop!

and the new shelf definitely looks better. BEAUTIFUL.

ilovemygreyteeshirt

and earlier this morning i went to vivsit my darling nenek(granny). the first thing she said to me when she saw me was "oii dah lama tak nampak awak" (oii very long i nvr see u). then she brought up some matters about her money. she was taking a long time to put her words into sentences. i guess she cant speak as fluenly as last time. her memory is not helping her at all. sometimes she calls my mother "tumirah" when tumirah is my aunt's name. haha. sad. but i really felt like crying when she talked about her money. she kept on saying that she have got no more money left. she felt bad that her sickness have caused financial burden to her children. OMG! she cannot be thinking like that. seriously, she is the responsibility of her childern now. nenek, chill yo. i love you. your childern love you too. i'm sure they'll take good care of you.

but i really miss thoose times i spent with my granny. we used to cook in the kitchen together. she taught me how to cook curry, how to fry vegetable. how i miss thoose times. i miss having my grannny in my house. i miss hearing her voice calling my name. "YUNII OHH YUNNII". haii *sigh*. what to do? she cant even walk now. and her vision is not that good. how i wish she can be that strong nenek i used to have. oh, its all fated. )):

anyways, i still love my nenek and i 'll sure cherish her. i pray for her to have a long life. i want my nenek. i think i'll be going to my aunt's house often during my long hols cos i really miss my nenek.

heee.