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NURAYUNISINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC [OPTOMETRY] 10.10.1990 GONE Gone - Nsync |
Monday, June 25, 2007 @ 15:48
oh shit! please gime me more time to settle my school stuff. wth? i've got a fargging ap chem test this wed and i have an excel test for math this friday. OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOM OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG OMG OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGO MGOMGOMGOMGOMOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG aku habis man! i want two more weeks of holidays. ahhh!!! shitness mann. school is tough and i think i know why. i think i've not been getting the spirit of studying. during secondary sch days, i have my study buddies to help me in my studies. we share our doubts and clear them together. i feel so empty now. i need new study buddies. my classmates are like so independant learners and me? i am one gundu who goes to the library alone and stares in the blank space, thinking whether i can make it through my 1st year or not. i dont want to disappoint my parents mann. they really look up to me and they've always wished me al the best. life is so miserable now. i really need REALLY need, REAALLYY NEEDDD to spank myself in the ass and wake up. really! -split personality- dnt mind me, i've been depressed since i dont knw when. my depression state have been worsening. but i feel happy despite all these depressing thoughts that have beeen flooding my mind. school is love. i must admit that. haii. the only thing that bugs me is that i've not been able to be that smart kid that i used to be. *self proclaiming that i was smart, used to be smart* yes yes yes. now i'm a dumbass. on the other hand, i'm beginning to like general optics. heee. i've been more attentive in her lecture just now. OOOH YEAA. what did my lecturer said? GENERAL OPTICS REQUIRES A LITTLE IMAGINATION. haha. okay, i can spare some imaginations for genral optics. yea, i can! uhm. what else? oh yea. now i know how to balance a reaction in an acidic medium by using half equations. heehaa! ho ho ho!! but chemical equlibrium is still a bunch of grapes which i find hard to get. grapes are nice. uhm then i shall not call it grapes. i shall call them onions. haaa! i must put myself to high spirits. what shit man! heee. okay okay, chill! come on ayuni. "andai ku tahu, kapan tiba ajal ku, ku akan memohon, tuhan tolong panjangkan umur ku. andai ku tahu, kapan tiba masa ku, ku akan memohon, tuhan jangan kau ambil nyawa ku. aku takut, akan semua dosa dosa ku. aku takut dosa yang terus membayangi ku." i likee. weeoo. i'm not hoping anything frm youu. AYUNI ((: |